That kind of girl...

I'm the kind of girl who will lock herself in the bathroom to cry...

The one who will see herself in the mirror after that and cry some more because of how pathetic she seems to look...

I am  the kind of girl who doesn't study but is still outcasted as a geek because her grades are high.

The one who tries to go through the motions while people laugh at her because she knows one day this will all change.

The one who puts the music too loud to drown the thoughts that say that may not ever happen.

I am the kind of girl who has everything and nothing at the same time...

I'm the kind of girl who people will think is a whiny brat and leave this blog once and for all. And maybe they're right.

But they're not helping either...

~Hazel~

Starting over...

Hello to whoever is reading this right now (probably no one- hopefully I can add a yet here).

I used to have a different blog. It will probably be redirected here but it will probably be different enough. I'd like to believe that I have grown since that one, unimportant attempt to write away my feelings. What had gone wrong with it had to be the fact that I didn't exactly do that. I wrote just to say I wrote something. Well, this has changed. I need to write the way I need the music (and if you knew me then you'd know just how miserable I would be without music).

So, wish me luck! First official post coming soon!

~Hazel~